Unsent text message to Ava

Honestly, you’re unattractive objectively. I thought you might actually have depth but people with depth don’t parade themselves around as being too deep and mysterious. You’re performing.

And we both wish I could but I can’t. It’s also a massive waste of time for me to try. Please leave me the heck alone now, I don’t care where you’re going these days. Just leave me alone

I’m done being treated like ****. If i don’t get a text by the time i lay down for bed, promising me this is the last time i’ll ever be ignored, i am blocking you and you’ll literally never know if i’m even alive. If you somehow find out what happened to me, don’t come to the service.

you weren’t a good person to me but you were a good person in your own way and i saw that

i just wish you didn’t have to break me apart so much

I really miss you quite a lot.I miss our video calls , I miss hearing your voice and making you laugh. I know even if you do come back it won't be the same but I wish we could go back to how it used to be.I feel so hopeless sometimes. I am tired of all of this , it has been 3 months since our break up but my feelings…

turnaround but the 180 is complete. Refocused and aligned. Pray it's not too late and you can trust. Even if waiting is required. I'll wait. It would be worth it.