Unsent Text Messages

I hope u get, what I’m putting down,

I’m not begging for any acknowledgement nor communication,

u do u,

I hope ur doing well…

I have been able to see right through you and your b******* this entire time. This is your last chance, there will probably not be an opportunity like this for you again. You can't be a champion if you're on the wrong team. They say it's "never too late". But in reality, it's about to be

I want to fix this. I still love you and I want nothing more than to build a life with you. Can’t we try? If you feel the same…is it not worth it?

You still are on the top of the list. Real connection beats physical attraction any day and you have both so…

I literally melt when you look at me like that. That really soft gaze which you hold for a few seconds before slowly blinking and looking away. I feel like I have memorized it but I get butterflies whenever you look at me like that again.

You think that you're the only one who's been restraining their feelings since…

When we first met, I thought you were the coolest person ever. Then we got closer and closer and I never knew that you were this funny, kind, lovely and just overall amazing. But I realized, maybe the way I see you isn't just a friend thing. I think I like you. A lot. Like a lot lot. You are stunning and wonderful but…

I've begun to forget you. I wonder how long it'll take before you've fully slipped my mind. Years of memory akin to dust in the wind. I once told you that if you wanted to leave, I'd let you go with relative ease.

The fact it has taken nearly 11 months and 2 failed relationships(Situationships?) during that time is a…

I clearly remember looking into your blue eyes for the very first time….when the office goes quiet and nothing else matters but you….girl you got me! Just keep this to yourself. Miss you like crazy. I’ll keep respecting your boundaries.

Each time I feel like we get into a rhythm and things feel normal (the new normal) you always back off.

Did I do something wrong? Did I say something wrong? If I did please tell me so I don’t do it again.

I’m trying so hard, but it just seems like you wouldn’t even care if something happened to me. That if you never…

I miss how open we used to be with each other, being able to talk about all sorts of interesting things and share our thoughts so freely. Honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever been as open with someone as I was with you. It was such a nice feeling to have someone who wasn’t just my partner, but also my best friend…

I'm looking for a reason. One that will keep me here this time. It's this damn season. I pray for harmony here this time.

The 14th will always be yours. 😭 I miss you so much, but if I’m not the person you want to be with, I hope you know I’m doing my best to move on. It’s just so hard when you’re all I want.

You always said one of the things you most liked about my appearance was my long, dark, and curly hair. And yet, the one you chose has the complete opposite in every way.

I don’t even want to care anymore, you clearly don’t.

Sometimes, I feel like I wish I never met you.

We will probably never talk again.

I have been thinking about this for a while now. On paper me and you made a lot of sense. At work we were inseparable. Joined at the hip u said. Once u started finding out my secrets though i became less appealing i guess. I let too much slide at the start, because u made feel guilty for not abandoning her. Why didn't…

i was there for you every step of the f****** way. i helped you, I was there, I f****** loved you and all you could do was cheat. f*** you.

you had the f****** nerve to phone me the day he split up with you and try and help you guys get back together. I was stupid enough to entertain you. f*** you.

I'm not okay, im…

Will you be attending friendsgiving this year?

I want to forgive you, I really do. I'd love nothing more than for things to go back to the way they were, but that can never happen.

You said some truly awful things to me, and I still can't get them out of my head a year later. What did I do to have you speak to me that way? Try and support you?

You're a mean drunk…

My favorite letter is z Z will always be the best to me No matter where you go no matter what you do I will always be in love with you

And even if you were id be the last person you'd consider but I find peace with you. I dont have to be a person, I can just exist. When I'm with you im not worried about how I look or how I sound. When I'm with you I can be the gross silly little sleepy goblin I am. That's pretty rare for me but then again so are you.

I don’t know if you think just leaving me on read and not responding is enough of an answer. I get that I guess, but all you have to do is tell me to stick around or go. Why leave me in complete limbo? You want me out of your life I will go. I just wish there was some answer. Don’t make me out to be someone who…

The day that I always always put way too much weight on. That's why it was always all crazy. That one time I did a strip tease for you. And we ended up fighting. We still ended up making up and making love but every year your birthday was something else. You still never got to eat that cake...

there was also a machete…

One minute I feel nothing but sadness and grief. The next I feel frustrated, angry and confused. Then I can feel okay for a little while, laugh with my friends and go about things as normal.

I don't want to spend my days feeling angry at you. I don't truly believe you deserve that. I think we both could've been better…

There's this weariness in my soul... It's starting to show, isn't it? When demand, expectation, everything I'm supposed to be starts to know... What erosion feels like... Even when it's my own psyche placing the weight on me, I know... Damn it.. I know.

I don't know how to fall apart safely, with so much weight on my…

And every time I am I wish you'd knock. If you weren't so much of a coward. And if I wasn't so much of a coward I'd let you in. In spite of all the time that's passed. And everything you've done. I must be really bored or really lonely. And really masochistic. All that and more that's me I guess. I know it's a pipe…

I saw you today

There’s something about that

I knew it was you from far far away. Part of me wanted to wave part of me wanted to cry, but I didn’t want you to see me like that so I just smiled and drove on.

Even on my worst days seeing you makes me smile.

In your eyes, black diamonds. I could die.

It's in my nature to be cynical I want to be remembered, so I get hysterical I wanna be that one thing, some' special to you Say you won't forget me, but you always do Then say that you love me, say I'm all you need In the back of my mind, I know I'm temporary

Ahhhh. I thought so. Was listening to an app and this word popped up which made me think of you. My little want to be me. All because I got pregnant and I didn't come to you first? Well played. But I never did that.

I welcomed you into my home and my life but I had an unplanned blessing. That is above anyone and what…

Some people will never apologize because they genuinely regret hurting you. They’ll apologize because they got caught, because the truth came to light, or because they can no longer control the story. There’s a big difference between being sorry for what you did and being upset that someone finally discovered who you…

I want to see you today I am getting to love holding you and your attention. I want to sleepover and make you smile and laugh in small ways that you can’t forget.

Believe in fate. I do I also believe as humans its our natural instincts to follow the flow never explore beyond. Unless you desperately want to and even then there is typically lasting consequences. My entire life I've been watching events before they happen and thought to myself I have no control over that. Not so…

I know it’s your lunch hour rn, I’d usually be asking you what you’re having. It was always a bagel hah. I miss you like crazy haven’t stopped thinking about you. Hope you’re okay, remember to eat dinner after the gym.

Miss you G.

I tried to shut up everything that was in my head and I just couldn't.

I still think of you, in fact everyday, even knowing that things between us are impossible. Sometimes, I feel the urge to reach out, just to say hi, as if a simple hello could somehow bridge the distance between us. But then, it feels like the universe always finds a way to remind me not to. Maybe some things are…

how on earth could you possibly justify not letting your son raise his own children?

o wait maybe they didn't tell u. sorry pops

I hate what you've done to me

I laid boundary down at the very beginning

I only asked u don't lie to me

U said u no u promised u never would…

Did you care about me?

Did you care about my favorite songs?

Did you care about my well-being?

Did you care about my happiness…

You left me, we both know the reasons you gave where a lie. I cowardly cop out so that you could get out and not have any questions asked. You made me feel so much guilt over your mental health and how you needed time and space for it, but friends have seen you on dating apps, told me about your updated pictures. I…

Phrase for the first time. And it makes sense. "A house built on another women's tears will never stand." I just wanted to share tgst to all..so don't blame if something goes wrong.