Mary
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I told u to block me because I knew I would still keep messaging or reaching out to you. I know u don’t want this or me but kind enough to keep responding to me. I need to leave you be, I’m clearly not healthy or open enough for us to ever be something.
I struggle to be vulnerable and open in real time and it’s just this constant cycle. Not healthy for us both. And I can’t be the only one wanting to fix it.
You never made it easy for me too, I never know where your head is at or what you want but I know life is rough atm so I don’t blame you or villainise you for that.
I love you and always will. I hope you have a good life and memories of me are good and not negative.
take care baby x
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