Unsent text message to Trevor

my favorite conversations with you are the ones where i say something that makes you smell danger. you drop all pretense, gather intel, and bounce. but in that half a second, i recognize you, and i feel safe again.

So now you’re upset 😏

Just be cool you say. I try but you irritate me so bad. I have really messed my life up to center it around you. You center around everyone else except for me. You know exactly what you’re doing. At this point you can’t even be cool. You still have to make up some lame *** excuse to be a *****. Just be cool you say…

I left that muggy lifestyle

cos I knew y’all was full of ****!

Ain’t no loyalty amongst thieves!

Ain’t no loyalty amongst the disloyal…

Words words words,

******* WOORRRRDDDDDSSSS.

I've got em too aplenty -

"********" is one i have at the ready.

Not sure what we are or where this will go, but I’m really enjoying our time together and thankful for the excitement you have brought into my life. You are a really cool person and should be proud of yourself.