Unsent text message to Jackson

Hey, how have you been?

I actually wanted to send you this yesterday, but somehow my heart told me to wait until today… so here I am.

I guess a part of me still wishes you could drop me a simple “how are you?” even though we’re no longer together. I know things have changed between us, and I’ve accepted that my heart…

Imagine getting married, living your married life for years, and then deciding to come back to the woman you didn’t choose in the first place like absolutely nothing happened.

You don’t get to spend years making choices and then come back when it suits you, expecting the person you left behind to still be waiting!!

If yo…

Wo I know when you get off work and when you go in , I wanted to say i miss you and I hope youre ok. I hope that your heart doesnt ache for me like mine does for you. I hope youre not woken up by the dreams of whay could have been. I hope that when I cross your mind in the middle of the day your whole body doesnt…

I miss my stupid 😩fish. I don’t care if there’s millions more out there. I miss the stupid one I had ☹️. There was just this special silence we had a weird understanding within the lack of communication. Amongst many other reallllly nice qualities from you 😏🤪. It’s not gonna be the same nore with anyone els for…

we were going to the festival this weekend and we could relive some of our past fun, hilarious, exciting moments there and make the best memories ever together again. I wish we were going. I would call in tomorrow and have a bag packed tonight and I would be on my way if you said let’s go. i thought about buying a…

To whoever is with him I'm sorry. I'm sorry you are going to get hurt. I'm sorry he uses you. I'm sorry he makes you believe he loves you. I'm sorry I couldn't warn you in time. I'm sorry he's going to ruin you. To you I'm so very sorry