Unsent text message to Madison

I know you want to see me And quite honestly I will never fold first Have fun watching from your window for the rest of your life bb

I love you and I will always love you for the rest of my life....every single day for the rest of my life, but I will mourn your loss just as much as I love you....

Your demons are your own, and now they joined you in the grave. I tried to reach for you, you just never reached back.

Ask me to do things for you, call me, disturb me. Make me your everything. Be my trouble, reach out. Let me take care of you. Can I baby you? Smile a lot w me. Laugh w me. I love ur teeth. Ur whisker dimple and ur cheek bone. Make me urs in every way possible.

I still miss you. I still think about you, you prideful, stubborn punk. 😪

Flat is empty, head is empty, stomach is empty. “Gather everything and get out by tomorrow“ sure. Gathering a whole life up will take time though. I am starting to develop resentment. Clothes are packed. Kitchen items, not so much. The beds lonelier. Association with you has been nothing short of a nightmare. I’m…