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I’m tryin to date again. But it’s so hard. The last time I tried. I went with you for almost 6months, when you pulled away I felt it. But I still held on. Even after you told me no… I still held on.. and some piece of me After you blocked me.. well i still hold on. I can’t just get attached and let go so easily. And you were so selfish. You showed me everything I wanted and then you took it away. Like it never did and never will belong to me. I started to believe in you and you ripped the cloth out from under me so fast most wouldn’t even of noticed. But I notice every thing. The change in your voice, the fewer and fewer messages. The days you would disappear for grew more and more. And then I did it I tried to tell you how I felt. And you acted as if I was delusional. Like how could I feel any type of way when you barely gave me anything. … well when you are used to getting not even the bare minimum then less than the bare minimum feels like home. And you were kind. So kind… I thought we had a connection. I thought it would grow but it did not. Maybe I was delusional. Idk I just hope one day I do get to meet someone who looks at me and sees everything they ever missed in their entire life. But I doubt it..
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