Unsent text message to Evan

Happy Birthday, sorry I couldn’t say it to you for the last 4 years (including this one), I miss you. I didn’t think that after the first we wouldn’t speak again. I’m sorry for the inconvenience I put in your life by doing what I did. - From, G

thank you, thank you so much for the email early this morning. I'm feeling so much relief. i was struggling so much with how tomorrow was going to go, but now i feel like i can be myself. I love and appreciate you so much :) i'm also looking forward to tomorrow. I've missed you everyday and it'll be so nice to talk in…

You lied to me. After promising you would talk to me when things got hard, you didn’t. You took the easy way out. The cowardly one. You lied. You let me believe we were okay. Meanwhile you got distant. You went and got drunk! And then you broke up with me claiming it was logical. What is logical about not…

Don't trip or try to call and message incessantly. You ghosted me remember? It's ok you are not blocked on anything, but you are blocked in my mind right now and the distant and foreseeable future of us is nil. Goodbye

In a perfect world..

You and I would have found our way back to each other differently. We would’ve taken the time to actually become friends again, to really get to know each other for who we are now, not who we used to be. We’d have date nights at each other’s places, build our own individual lives and lifestyles…

have a great day everyone.