Unsent text message to Derek

BY ALL U WANT G MAN YOUR GOING TO LOSE IT ALL AS SOON AS U RUN UP T&B BABY BOY.....U DONT SCARE ME LIL DUDE....YOU PROBABLY WÀNT TO GO UP NORTH DON'T U? CAN YOU IMAGINE SPENDING THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IN PRISON!!!! I COULD TELL THAT YOU'RE NOT A REAL PLAYER BECAUSE YOU LET A WOMAN RUN YOUR LIFE IN THE WAY YOU MOVE…

I hate everybody!! Even myself!! Could someone give me a hug!! Do you like freestyle jazz??

Hard pass to you know who, he who must not be named and any other losers he associates with. I am far from interested in you and what you have to offer, it's not worth it. I hate that DUDE with all my heart anyway so please save your time and energy and maybe salvage the low opinion I have of must you at this point. I…

Hard pass to you know who, he who must not be named and any other ******** he associates with. I am far from interested in you and what you have to offer, it's not worth it. I hate that DUDE with all my heart anyway so please save your time and energy and maybe salvage the low opinion I have of must you at this point…

do you ever regret meeting me?

sometimes I think maybe you do. you regret meeting me because you regret how much I got hurt.

when I think that: you regretting how hurt I got, it makes me a little happy despite it all.

it shows me that you care for me in a way…

I know it basically cost me a year long relationship but i couldn't just abandon u. It's not your fault that u aren't well. You refuse to even acknowledge it. Idk what else i could have done. Letting her go was easy. Maybe i should let u go too?