Unsent text message to Karen

Hard pass to you know who, he who must not be named and any other ******** he associates with. I am far from interested in you and what you have to offer, it's not worth it. I hate that DUDE with all my heart anyway so please save your time and energy and maybe salvage the low opinion I have of must you at this point…

do you ever regret meeting me?

sometimes I think maybe you do. you regret meeting me because you regret how much I got hurt.

when I think that: you regretting how hurt I got, it makes me a little happy despite it all.

it shows me that you care for me in a way…

I know it basically cost me a year long relationship but i couldn't just abandon u. It's not your fault that u aren't well. You refuse to even acknowledge it. Idk what else i could have done. Letting her go was easy. Maybe i should let u go too?

hours without thinking of you now

😔

I miss being loved by someone.

I still think about you from time to time. Sometimes I go through the sad tiktoks i saved when you left me.

I know I'm the one who ghosted you but you didn't even try to reach out to me. Did I mean nothing to you? The hurt you gave me... I will never recover. I mask the pain. I can try to move on all I want but you're…