Unsent text message to Noah

You've got your group, and I've got mine. There's no reason for us to see each other more than 5ish times a year. Find your own friends you parasite

That you are walking next to our daughter Everytime you come to the park you love going into… by the creek maybe one day I’ll gaslight myself into thinking you’ll even care but hell you lied just about 75% of the time you opened your mouth so I doubt you’d care much less feel anything

You.

There aren’t enough words on this earth to describe how I feel about everything that happened between us.

I hope that your soul is torn to shreds and left in a pile at the pit of your heart.

The memory of my entire body lighting on fire when you told me you loved me, I can still feel remnants of that now. I still…

I sadly struggle since multiple years to find my place where I belong and it really sucks since I won't even get the chance to show who I am or what I can. I often just feel like I'm just waste of space and people replace me often. You know I just want to find my place. I don't want to be a placeholder anymore. I just…

All it took was shattering my confidence, assassinating my character, dismantling my reality and vaporizing my heart in order for you to seek the help you've so desperately needed.

You know what?...

I would sacrifice it all over again if it meant positive changes, because my love for you was never dependent on…

Hey! How u been? I see u sometimes when i go to work. God you look as good as ever. Remember i used to say "god you look good!" And u would say "stop lying, you just think u have to say that...." but yk me enough to know i don't say anything i don't mean. Its been about 5 or 6 weeks since we broke up and i finally…