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You.
There aren’t enough words on this earth to describe how I feel about everything that happened between us.
I hope that your soul is torn to shreds and left in a pile at the pit of your heart.
The memory of my entire body lighting on fire when you told me you loved me, I can still feel remnants of that now. I still remember how our souls intertwined that one night, and we both watched our bodies in the stars. How vivid that still is in my mind now.
I hardly remember the abuse. But my body remembers. The reactions I have, physical and verbal are proof of the darkness you filled me with.
I’m quieter these days. I never have much to say anymore.
Four ******* years have gone by. I can’t heal from you. I can’t forget you. Every memory is tangled between the greatest passion I’ll ever have and the most painful abuse.
Everything bad that’s happened to me since has been nothing in comparison.
My mind is convinced. I only matter when I’m being hurt by you.
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