Unsent text message to Addison

Who knows if you'll ever see this.

I hope you don't sign the papers and pick up the phone instead. We dreamed our whole lives about each other. For it to end the way it did, is a joke. The uhual on my way to work, cowardly at best.

We were happy until we moved. Who changed your mind? Who infected your heart? Why did you…

Hello! Is this X? We brifely met a few months ago. You were so friendly, shook my hand and had a wonderful smile. It seemed like we had a lot in common, and it was so easy to talk to you, which is very rare for me. I wanted to ask for your number, but I got busy with the other person at work. You left, on your way out…

My parents are gone and it’s my first night alone in the new home. The one we once said was going to be ours. Where we would start our married lives together and raise our children.

I cried leaving our old apartment. Even if I lived there long before you did and the last two years were full of so many tears already, I…

Tried my best to give you a good time in the city and after a beautiful night you lay in bed next to me texting someone at 2am with your phone turned away from me(which is now commonplace) as if I’m not even there. Then you go to the bathroom with your phone and sit in the bathroom but never flush.

After never…

if there's a chance i might move away... sooner than you think... and we may only see each other in person a few times a year after that... i think we should start having some harmless fun. what do you think?

i think you'll enjoy it. you should get to know this side of me more.

With love.

Im looking at the stars

And all I want is you ..