Unsent text message to Lauren

to be cruel. I did it because I didn’t want to be observed by you. I felt stupid and over-exposed, like some idiot try- hard who just couldn’t get what everyone else probably already understood. I definitely had a massive vulnerability hangover.

Also, I was so angry that I caught myself devising manipulative posts to…

Yes we stopped talking, but i can't stop thinking about you, every thing reminds me of you, you possessed my heart, my soul, and i have no problem with that, it just makes me so sad that i know we can never be together, I don't see myself talking with another person, you raised my standards really high that no one can…

You ignored me all the time whenever we where in a conflict, I was always the one apologizing, it was always my fault. YOU never said sorry for hurting me, you never said sorry for any of the damage you have done to me, you enjoyed it when I was always waiting for you to contact me again.

Well Now im done with your…

Honestly, you’re unattractive objectively. I thought you might actually have depth but people with depth don’t parade themselves around as being too deep and mysterious. You’re performing.

And we both wish I could but I can’t. It’s also a massive waste of time for me to try. Please leave me the heck alone now, I don’t care where you’re going these days. Just leave me alone

I’m done being treated like ****. If i don’t get a text by the time i lay down for bed, promising me this is the last time i’ll ever be ignored, i am blocking you and you’ll literally never know if i’m even alive. If you somehow find out what happened to me, don’t come to the service.