Unsent text message to Amanda

I told u to block me because I knew I would still keep messaging or reaching out to you. I know u don’t want this or me but kind enough to keep responding to me. I need to leave you be, I’m clearly not healthy or open enough for us to ever be something.

I struggle to be vulnerable and open in real time and it’s just…

I told u to block me because I knew I would still keep messaging or reaching out to you. I know u don’t want this or me but kind enough to keep responding to me. I need to leave you be, I’m clearly not healthy or open enough for us to ever be something.

I struggle to be vulnerable and open in real time and it’s just…

k.w

i’m sick of the messages. I’m sick of. It’s been 17 years. Just just stop. If I was good enough back then you would’ve been better. You would’ve treated me like an equal or at least a human human being. This is not what happened.

So you can say you’re hung up on me all you want, but that’s not the truth. You kept…

I’m still here

I still want you.

Still want us together

Can’t get over you…

No matter how it hurts

I can take it

I’m a big girl

I can handle it…

Dear one, I waited until 3am for you to come over. I go to sleep early so this was a challenge. I thought you were coming over after work to spend the night.

Somehow I misunderstood the texts, you were asking but you never confirmed. I take things too literally sometimes, my brain doesn't always see intentions vs…