Unsent text message to Kyle

I really miss you. I really don’t think it would’ve been impossible to come out the other side of this…together. I don’t know if I could’ve done more. I really tried my hardest.

So much has happened recently that I wish you could’ve been a part of. Kind of just feels like a stark reminder that you aren’t anymore…and…

In the end, I learned that loving you and having you were two different things and God, how I wish they weren’t.

)you're haunting my dreams)

i can feel all the unspoken things you're desperately trying to tell me without telling me

(i miss you so much)

we're intertwined, and i sense the disturbance in the force…

I’m honestly scared of how you’ll react. But I’m still hoping we get the chance to talk because there’s something I’ve been carrying for a while. I just want to be honest with you and finally tell you how I truly feel.

I will always love you. You are every thought in every second of my day. I know I hurt you, and I’m truly sorry. You said you wanted to try again in the next life, and I agree.

Want you 24/7. You seem to have this hold on me. Why tho? You feel the same way about me? **** I hope so!