Claire
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Reach out first. You said all of those things just to say you didn’t mean it. Ngl, a lot of our intimacy was in the heat of the moment, but it was so invigorating while it lasted. I just unfortunately decided to invest in it when you had no intention of doing the same.
I don’t know what you did to me, I don’t know if it’s what I let you do to me, but any sort of physical contact from a woman makes me shake, and leaves me with a sense of dread and fear now. I don’t want to say ptsd but it’s a good comparison.
It’s been a while, and Im ready for something. Whether it be you or the other women in my life.
I just want to feel loved again.
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