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I still check on you everyday.
I miss you.
I saw what you said and it made me cry. most of the time you're just talking about mma or whatever but sometimes I'll get a glimpse of something else entirely and I just can't help but feel sad.
I don't pity you. I care about you, I really do.
sometimes I feel like maybe I'm wrong though. I know what I'm doing isn't healthy and sometimes I just feel so tired but it's like I can't stop. I think of you everyday.
maybe I really am crazy but I don't know.
if you saw everything I've written for you, and all the times I've cried over you and all the little things I do for you, what would you think of me then?
would you think I was crazy or truly in love?
I feel like after what happened you'd say obsessive but I hope you know I'm sorry for that. I never meant to say what I did. I was stupid and I was drunk. I'm sorry.
I miss you and it makes me sad what you're going through. it makes me cry and it hurts to care because I feel like maybe it's wrong to.
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