Unsent text message to Dylan

Sometimes I go through the alphabet and take letters away. One by one. Until it looks like this: A B C D F G I K L M N Q R T U V W X Y Z I stare at it for a while. Six empty spaces. Six letters that used to be there. I know exactly why I took them out. I just don’t know why I keep doing it. Maybe some part of me…

Do you still love me?

Yeah so he told me he came over to twist a screw 🤣 Oh no gosh. How is he still friends with you? Seriously! How? He’s too good for you dude.

This is my last unsent message to you.

I want to love you so much, but you are incapable of being in a relationship right now. You can't handle stress and criticism, no one can rely on you and somehow at the age of 26, you don't understand human empathy. You can't appreciate sacrifice, you demand more than you will…

I really want you and everyone else to be a part of her life, but he doesn't want anything to do with you guys. He doesn't want you in her life, nor does he want my family there, either. I can still talk to my family for now, thank God, but I can't make the decision to communicate with you despite his words. Your his…

For the past month or so, I've been seeing commercials for this Stuffed French Toast they got at the IHOP.

I've really been wanting to try it, but haven't been able to bring myself to yet.

Really want the toast.

But it feels wrong without you.