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This is my last unsent message to you.
I want to love you so much, but you are incapable of being in a relationship right now. You can't handle stress and criticism, no one can rely on you and somehow at the age of 26, you don't understand human empathy. You can't appreciate sacrifice, you demand more than you will ever give, you don't know most about self reflection and honest apology. You blame everyone except yourself and destroyed my self confidence just to be more confident than me.
I wanted to help you see these things above and begged you to talk to a friend or a professional about your anxiety. But you refused to do so. I supported you in your work (actually giving you connections and clients), massage your back every night, left the apartment when you wanted to be alone and talk 2-3 hours every night about your work. I tried to compliment you as much as possible, tell you you are desirable, fit, brave, confident....But you gave me nothing but pain and suffering.
I still want to love you, regardless of everyone's advice around me. Please wake up, get yourself together already because the only thing i need is freaking easy - an honest apology. That's it. Just please, do it quickly, because time is passing and I'm afraid, i can't wait for you much longer.
Please take care
Love you
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