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I know we have a really strong connection, both physically and emotionally, and I don't think either of us can deny that. But part of me wishes you loved me the way I love you.
I don't actually know that you don't, and maybe that's the part that scares me. But after 15 years of us finding our way back to each other over and over, I can't help but wonder why you've never really chosen me. Sometimes I worry that I'm just a convenience to you, someone you want to keep in your life as a friend because of the connection we have, but never actually see as someone who could be more to you.
And I really hope that's not how you see me, because I don't know how two people can stay this connected for so long and never give themselves a real chance to find out what they could be. Maybe we'd discover it wouldn't work, but maybe we'd surprise ourselves.
I just wish, at some point, you'd want to find out with me. And maybe then I'd finally have the courage to tell you those three words I've never said to anyone before. Which is kind of crazy at my age, but with you... when you know, you know. ❤️
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