Unsent text message to Grant

You are never up this late. You must be really suffering right now. I saw the news. I'm sorry.

I was able to forgive you before. Primarily for my own peace of mind. As I continue to be held in this suffocating position, mentally altered, scared, solely because of your three decades of abusive trauma, I realize I have wounds that will never heal fully. Without doubt you believe this path you’ve chose, without my…

And I still don't know how to live without you

He’s not on here much, if at all.

When I’ve asked how he feels about you, he’s told me that if it weren’t for me, he’d never speak to you.

He’s said he isn’t attracted to you, and that he doesn’t really care for some of the choices you make in your life.

For what it’s worth, I personally think you’re an amazing and…

Please never reach out to me again, I do not want to hear from you or see you. Our relationship was never real, it was built on lies and I was simply a rebound relationship to you. You cheated on me and lied to me the entire time. My biggest regret in life is meeting you. If I could go back to the day we met, I would…

dont pretend as if you didnt want me

you’re making it look like i was behind you all along

you said you loved me

and when we both knew things wont work out you yourself said that we shouldnt stop talking and go where the wind takes us…