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...manifesting me at 4 am.
I was sound asleep when I began to smell you and the tears pooled against my pillow case. Allow me to absolve our contract, as you wish. You have removed any options for contact and relinquished control.
I would have loved you with every cell in my body until the day I died of exhaustion. 'Please lmk if there's any way that I may be of service to you', every waking moment until my heart stopped beating. Nothing satisfied me more than seeing you happy.
I was fulfilling my purpose in life. Every poor decision I had made in the past, lessons learned in the process and experiences I endured along the way had forged me into the man that you deserved.
You were a puzzle, fashioned from the most delicate fabric, neglected and scattered. I collected as many pieces as I could gather, the one's you allowed me access to. I never got a chance to finish.
You are the summation of my life's work, incomplete.
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