Unsent text message to Zach

D, It’s been weeks, and somehow, I still keep thinking about messaging you. There are so many times I’ve opened our conversation, wanting to say something, then stopped myself because I’m scared you won’t reply. I think that’s what hurts the most; the thought that maybe talking to me isn’t something you want anymore.

I…

Every part of me wants to run to you right now! I want to tell you everything, cry, laugh and feel comfort within you but I can’t. I have to hold off until next week until we see each other once more. We can never be together again ( relationship wise) and I know you know that… so do I. But we will always love each…

I know you're on here. I've seen the email notifications. Which one are you? Do you even post about me or do you lurk? Call me.

Do you not like think about me at all? Like I hate that i have trouble sleeping from missing you. Everyday I feel like this was the wrong choice. But i was your choice to make. Do you regret it at all? I just have so much to say still. We had so much left to accomplish. I knew there were issues but I never thought it…

This is the only profile I’m writing from Man ain’t no one else me

I’m me👌🏼

Your big birthday is coming up next month, and even though we are now pretty much permanent no contact individuals, I hope for reconciliation. I don’t know why you wouldn’t want to be friends now that the pressure is off relationship wise. i would love for us to have a real conversation, no conflict, just catching up…