Unsent text message to Hunter

I love you, I miss you,iloveyouimissyouiloveyouimissyouiloveyouimissyouiloveyouimissyouiloveyouimissyouiloveyouimissyou I hope you are well. I hope Igor is well. I miss him so so much even if he is a little ****. I hope he isn’t having more tummy troubles. I miss you so ******* much I wonder if maybe you miss me too…

when we gonna have this chat? and I don’t mean about werk.

thank you for the email... i am so happy we can still be connected if i move away :) thank you, i know you loves me.

please read my response and take it seriously. i don't think i can take another conversation of you talking about your "closed door" decision. i don't want to hear it anymore. i get it.

and i want to…

I don't know how you expect me to feel the same about someone I haven't seen in years!!

I gave you chances. If you genuinely wanted to talk or resolve anything, you had every opportunity to do so. I am not chasing a man, carrying everything alone or waiting around for someone who couldn't make his intentions clear.

You…

I got drunk, said goofy things. I had my birthday and as promised, I took a break from everything including you permanently. I feel so happy, I feel so free and light. I hope you never use my number; be clever, be wary, be good. ☯️♾️

I said come correct and it's obvious ur not ready for that. I leave with love and hope it may work out someday. But I can't put my health and safety at risk. I cant afford to care about u the same if we ever want it to work. It's obvious that ur not ready or willing to change. I'm not gonna wait on you to do my own…