Unsent text message to Lauren

Need to give me some time please

I want to give you a proper apology

With proper references and examples

Also I feel you crafted a lot of apologies for me…

looking at all the other posts here i wonder

did you ever feel guilty for lovebombing me and abandoning me later?

was it all fun and games to you?

was saying “i love you” to a ‘random girl’ that easy for you…

you once told me that you love me

you once told me to not look at other guys because you wanted me all for yourself

i didnt mind because i loved you alot to the point where i didnt even bother looking at other guys

funny after you left i still am not able to look at anyone because your impact was too strong and i miss…

should i still wish you on your birthday?

So it's confirmed I'll be moving in about a year's time, any chance we can sort this out before time runs out?

just 24hrs with you and ill be fine

right now the only person i want to be with is you

but knowing you’re no longer in my life hurts me

we were eachother’s everything a while ago…