Unsent text message to Robert

I’ll communicate better next time.

I’ll ask more.

I’ll check in more.

I’ll look more…

Words echo in my head In what seems like resounding waves I’m to much My kids are too much What do you really have to offer Connecting to what was said before You’re unattractive You’re too complicated I try use the good to block out the painfully true I’m smart I’m resourceful I can accomplish anything I set my mind…

Put something special in my coffee

Hope ur giggling

Yum yum

I’m still miles away from growth & healing…

He got caught up now he wanna lie instead of telling the truth and trying to flip the strip and be mad. Ya mad cause I know and u want to keep DENYING IT COWARD *** *****. Stand on ya ****! It’s called accountability. Cause ain’t no chains on that front door you can leave whenever you want. Do better sheesh 🙄 now u…

Did someone slip mushrooms in my coffee? Wth I feel giggly as **** for no reason like I’m actively sad and I’m holding back laughter and smiling. Maybe i entered psychosis to many times maybe it’s stuck around.

You’re the only one who actually cares about my past

My trauma

Why I am the way I am

I cried in the shower earlier thinking about that…