Unsent text message to Alexis

I can do this anymore. The cycle will never end and I will never truly be what you want. Good luck though. I think you are really great. Genuinely.

Why that ***** poke out like that? Why do it be undulating all hypnotically when you walk away? Don’t tell me you really be farding and shidding out that thing. Ain’t no fuarking way dawg. Grrrr. Woof woof.

I knew your side of the story. I wish you had the courage and capacity to tell me. Maybe I was never that important to you? I can’t quite believe that. I know I felt your heart sometimes and it was gentle and beautiful🥺

I just wish you’d learn some skills so you could tell me your side. My pride was badly hurt, but I…

I’ll tell you a short story. When i was little i ran around everywhere. I tried to find the books and crannies and the sewers and the tunnels for the creek and all over because I just knew there were folks down there crying because their parents were always fighting. So then i went and saw great gramps house in Rock…

I've seen the Hornet and Sniffies apps on your phone. Why continue to lie? BE WHO YOU ARE! FOR YOUR PRIDE!🏳️‍🌈 I make jokes but please understand, I will always support you!❤️

You fill my head with sweet nothings. Until I'm under your power. Doing whatever you ask. Losing who I am as I dance like a puppet to make you smile.

Did you ever feel remorse as you did what you did?

Did watching me break down over and over fill you with anything other than joy and cheap thrill?

You are a monster. You…