Unsent text message to Joseph

One last time

Tell me you don't feel it

Need it

Crave it…

The day of the mutual friend party. To be honest I am excited and nervous to see you. It may be the last time we ever see each other. Just know I love you, and always will. Cant wait to laugh with you, one last time. See you soon K.

I have an absolute giant cush on you. I find myself drawn to you. You are so kind, helpful, funny, kinda nerdy, and can always make me smile. You know Ive struggled with depression but around you I find life easier. We have a connection that we cant hide. We give each other the same looks when our manager is stressed…

We can still be friends, but if you're wondering if I lost interest you are correct. I try to make it work and you pull away everytime and then you try but I've already learned how to stay away on this hill. I'm waving this white flag as a peace offering for us both. I've found my closure and ready to go home. I'm…

I don’t want to lose you, Im just not willing to lose any more of myself to keep you.

I jus wanna **** you till I go limp. Might be that dude your parents warned you about…stay away or get closer to me!