Unsent text message to Jared

Do you want to come over and sit on my face?

Sometimes i miss you. But i always remind myself how ***** up you are. Lying to me, betraying me, completely and intentionally destroying my self-confidence because you have none....so yeah, somehow i miss you. But in the end, i always wish you that, you find someone like yourself and let her *** u up.

I love you so much. I am overcome by emotion - ur least favorite world

I just want YOU to be happy and want YOU to be at peace. If my absence is what helps you get that then ok. Just know that I am here in case you need anything. I miss you soooooooo much. I am just going through life like a zombie. But every ounce of…

Yeah. I don’t love you anymore. I haven’t for a while. You just kept doing these things that turned me off and eventually you got physical with me. That really just put a bad taste in my mouth. It’s hard for me to hate people, the only other person I hate is my mother. You and my mother.

I think you’re lost. You’ve…

I know the truth now. All of it. Every single thing you ever told me was a pathetic, manufactured lie. You lied about having a child. You lied about your past, you cheated with so many men and women and lied, lied about your sexuality, your health, and every single detail of your life. You are a complete stranger…

Wishing there was a chance I could talk to you before the universe forces us to run into each other again. I’m waiting