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I feel like we both lost who we were in the relationship
After you spent years with me and 7 years with someone else, all the while I missed you everyday.
When that relationship ended, we tried again
How foolish of me
You haven’t spent a moment single since you were 17
I love every part of you
While you hated every part of me
You told me “keep loving yourself” “keep working on yourself” while you told me everything you hate about my past.
Why tried to work past it
How foolish of me to think we could work past it
I saw threw you, I saw the depths you can go to, I saw how good you can be and oh how evil you could be
But I know you, I know your soul and I know everything comes from a place of love
Hurt people hurt people
We’re only hurt people trying to heal
So we can finally flip the page over to healed people heal people
Our 7 years apart, I worked on myself. I learned to love myself, I learned how to live on my own and take care of my own ****
But when you came back into my life, you didn’t see any of the progress I made
Just my past staring back at yours
How could I keep loving myself when we constantly fight about all my wrong doings?
How can I keep showing you I love myself and I love you, when I’m constantly getting reminded of everything I’ve done wrong
I wish you could love me the way I love you
I am love, I am light, I’m powerful, I’m a ******* goddess, I stand in my own power and I will never let another person make me doubt myself or my past self
I don’t think you’ll ever see me the way I see myself
I don’t think you’ll ever love me the way I love you
I love you with every fiber of my being, I hope you’re thriving, I hope you’re becoming the person you love, I hope you’re surrounded by so many people that love and support you. I hope you’re grounding yourself and touching some grass, or any moss you find along your side quests
Bc you know, it’s not about where you’re going, it’s about all the side quests in between
You are heard, you are seen, and you are so loved.
I know our paths will never cross again, and I will never stop loving you. This piece of my heart that’s missing, you will always have. I’ll learn to but bandage over it, but I know life will never be the same without you.
I wish we could try again and put everything in the past where it belongs. But you don’t belong in the past, we deserve this burning love we share with each other.
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