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Yo why the hell am I going to therapy over your crazy controlling ***, this is nuts. Even without talking you’re driving me insane, and you know that. You know you’re hurting me, you say these things and do these things to intentionally hurt me. You won’t even say sorry, but what do I expect? You never took accountability in the relationship, it was always about you and how you felt.
And it’s so ******* ironic how you can defend anyone but me. When that girl you used to like gets a hate comment, you swoop in and defend her, when your friend suspects he got cheated on, you go and defend him. But when you girlfriend gets called a racial slur, suddenly you don’t know what to say, suddenly all those ****** things you can say to and about others, to and to me can’t be said.
You never liked me, you never loved me. You just never received attention and wanted to be validated, you just wanted to feel loved and special, and my feelings had to be the cost of that.
I couldn’t hang out with friends because you felt I wasn’t prioritising you? You’d go to parties without me, you’d spend hours playing games with your friends
I ******* HATE YOU I hope you see this, you’re a total controlling abusive pos.
But I don’t even mean that, tomorrow I’ll be sad and missing you. And wanting to love you, and feeling guilty for stuff I shouldn’t feel guilty for.
So you win.
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