Unsent text message to Sarah

I miss standing beside you just before a melodic bass drop, knowing we were both waiting for the same moment.

I miss planning festivals, getting ready together, travelling somewhere new, and feeling like every experience was ours.

I know I can still go to shows and create new memories. But right now, I don’t just miss…

To this day, I have the same wallet you gifted me on Christmas. 2022, I think. (Sorry my memory is a little clouded these days, I really took a toll on myself after leaving.)I don't expect any pity but i cant forget you. After all this time. I think if you and my heart ******* rattles. Youre happy. I was a stepping…

Ned.C, if you ever see this. On the very rare chance- reach out. I miss you. I love you. And if you don’t want to talk- give me a straight forward sign that you’ve are thinking about me.

I wish I could share my side with them. I wish I could tell them what they’re in for when they set a boundary or disagree with you. I wish I could tell them how you never told us we stopped being each others only. I wish I could tell them about the lies and love bombing. I wish I could tell them about the abuse. I…

Just reach out to me already. Why do you have to act so distant? You made me so attached to you, and now you’ve disappeared.

I nearly called the Mayor of Blayney on the weekend to notify him that we may not be contesting our 'Hottest Couple' title.