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Hey Batman I walked in the rain today it made me think of you And how everything I learned early this morning about you It got me thinking were the same it turns out it’s not the same condition but something that can drastically impact our love lives in really ****** up ways It got me a little scared I’m scared that by some twist of fate I’ll get you back by telling you I love you and that I want you which right now is true But is it real or am I fixated on you or only want you because you rejected me or maybe because you loved me or some other crazy ****** up delusion my brain convinced me was real Because if that’s the case I rather stay away and let you find happiness with someone else then coax you back under the belief that we love each other and it ends up not being real and you’re hurt again because I’m ****** up If you ever end up reading this I never meant to hurt you I’m sorry I didn’t educate myself properly before this and ruined everything \-C
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