Unsent text message to Leah

Like I need to say something. But I can’t find the words. I’ll say my prayers and sleep instead…

And I don’t even have a second thought about it at this point.

Are you okay if I drift away? Or have you already drifted and I haven’t caught up to the speed? When I pass by your house, I hope you’re outside I play my music loud because I always have, it’s to hide the tinnitus that I hear, but maybe also to get a message to you if you’re near Idk if I saw you earlier walking on…

You’re a dork wearing a hat

if you want to get to know me, not buying this performance you’re doing

It’s plain for the whole world to see. You’re insecure. It’s even more obvious when I’m trying to connect with you and you’re pretending to be “deep and dark” instead of just your freaking self. It’s so see through. And so embarrassing

You know I’d probably like the real you. We all have insecure days but this is pure…