Unsent text message to Jackson

You meant more to me than I thought.

But the worst one by far was you hugging me while I was sobbing and saying “It’s okay, I’m still here …” Only to text me 4 days later to tell me that you weren’t my friend and wouldn’t ever be my friend.

**** you for that dude. It hurts like hell and the sad part is that I can’t bring myself to even ignore you at work…

i don't know why i'm like this

There’s a song “I can’t wait to get you off my mind” and that’s how I feel. I’m so exhausted from this never-ending loop you left me in. You couldn’t say your piece or how you felt, so you sent me a playlist? Seriously??? Songs about loving me, songs about not knowing who you are. I need you to grow up, start healing…

They said we’d need chaos every once and a while Otherwise you’ll get bored. And when you get bored Watch out, cause she’s done, see ya bye bye. Lo siento Maybe in a few months, maybe in nine? Why did he let it become boring? I was only trying to make you mine. Low sea N Tow

Since you have blocked me from the music streaming. I also made sure to block you from every other social media platforms we are connected in, just like you wanted. You wanted me to leave you alone and not reach out so I did you one better. You don’t even have to see my face anymore or reminded of me. You are free. I…