Unsent text message to Dylan

G T if you wana keep me blocked go ahead, if that’s what it takes to forget the utter cruel hurt you caused traumatising me so you don’t have to deal with the guilt. I guess it just means you no longer deserve my loyalty. Take that as you will. GP

I miss you. I know you miss me too. I'm still thinking of you. I still want you. I want to kiss you. I imagine you hugging me real tight. Can you say something to me please. Come out wherever you are.

At some point I became apathetic. It’s not that I didn’t want to communicate… I just didn’t know how to. We always had an estranged manner of communicating you and I.

I never wanted you to be angry or resentful. I’m sorry I made you feel that way. I never wanted to make you the bad guy. I am a coward.

At some point the…

You feel like home, when we are in public together and moments happen, I love how you always look a me, hoping im feeling the same way about as you are, and i always am. We always understand each other just by looking alone. I wish you would just drop your guard. I won't hurt you like the others. Easy to say and im…

we talked we laughed we cried or i cried

I wish I could say thank you but I don't know how to reach you.I guess thelepathy will do .😹🤷🏼‍♀️