Unsent text message to Jenna

I honestly don’t understand how you can not even ask about him.

You knew he was seriously sick. You lived with him and loved him for 8 years. He was your dog too. And you haven’t even checked in once to ask how he’s doing, what’s wrong with him, or how much time he has left.

How can you possibly not care enough about…

Reflecting on our last encounter

It was peaceful and better than many other words & gestures we've exchanged although i want more

And don't know how to ask for it without risking being the fool and giving people more to gossip on me...

Gosh I still feel like **** though even knowing I act out of fear and past…

Proud of everything accomplished.

Focused on now because it’s clear whats next 🦋

Well i see it now. Some things i said were wrong. Some things i did were definitely wrong. I have always said I'm not above saying "I'm wrong " and here, i was in fact, wrong. In every way. I wish i could actually tell you. This is the only way I can get it out. I actually did you both wrong in many ways. But i am man…

blush because you needed to make direct eye contact for me to check to see if something was in your eye, or rush out of the door less than 10 minutes later, or spend dinner trying not to stare, or act like a 16 year old boy just because they mistakenly followed them into the room they were changing in.

I wish I could talk to you all day And get to know you better But works been busy lately And I can’t seem to catch my breath