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Reflecting on our last encounter
It was peaceful and better than many other words & gestures we've exchanged although i want more
And don't know how to ask for it without risking being the fool and giving people more to gossip on me...
Gosh I still feel like **** though even knowing I act out of fear and past insecurities & hurt others caused. I should've closed that door behind me so we can be more comfortable, and then I should've checked on you & followed you to make sure you're okay.
I know I looked like I'm trying to do business as usual, but inside there's always an electric storm when you're near & I feel like **** in fbe aftermath... I know I might have come across insensitive, but I do care. I just tried to respect your space when you didn't feel well and closed your bottles that you had left open to make sure your things stayed clean... if you ready this you'll know, you should know it's me, j.
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