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I miss you. I’m confused. I don’t know what your end game was… why you did this at all. I’m not even sure if they’re right and it was intentional or not. It’s rattled me so much that I am afraid that when they are talking about you it’s a veiled way of talking about me. Why is it that way? Why must every time you shatter this it colors the whole world? Idk anymore.
I miss you. I don’t know what I’m doing… everything over the past month is a fog and it’s hard af.
How could you bring so much joy to my life and then cause so much confusion and pain?
But I cannot message you because if I took the step towards you after you did this twice I wouldn’t feel safe with you anymore not again
*** man just ***
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