Unsent text message to Lucas

I'm doing ******* great without you. I made it through the horrendous divorce and financial hole you put me in. I have a house now, I'm more than financial stable and I'm better than I've ever been. My dogs don't remember you, and I literally never think about you at all except when I passed by an abandoned Winnebago…

I still miss you, and I ******* hate it.

I don’t want to miss you. You were my friend for a long time, and then you betrayed me worse than I could have imagined. When I explain to people what happened, most of them are like “***? sue that guy!”

But I don’t want to “sue that guy”.

I want to understand that guy. I want to…

The space you left behind. I love you

And we both know we toxic af but not the kind of toxic most people would expect.

Request me on Zelle. Tell me about others. Be my good toy. I miss your body, have been missing it for like the last few days, nonstop 😩😵‍💫

There‘s a timeline of you and me in every other life, in every other universe. Each of these timelines differs only slightly from the other ones. That means there’s one universe where we never even met, and one where we stay together happily ever after. I can‘t decide which one I‘d rather live in, but it‘s definitely…