Unsent text message to Faith

what I really wanted was a light on things. and what you gave me? nothing. I still want to get married. I still want you. but you’re giving me.. scraps

She walked through the door, and there was something different about her.

Not loud.

Not demanding attention.

Not looking around to see who noticed her…

I've been reading all your messages from all those profiles you continue deny having at all. But nobody else knows you like I do and I spot you a mile away here. I love ❤️ you but you forget that I rarely ask any questions without already knowing the truth of it. We both know too many people in town and you haven't…

The back and forth, the constant wanting me around but not wanting me because I’m not a priority in this “chapter” of your life. Everyday gets harder because whenever I try to let go you just reel me back in.

Getting under someone else is the quickest way to get over someone. I don’t believe it. I still miss you so much. The truth is I think about you still everyday. As pitiful as it sounds I just didn’t want you to be the last person I slept with. I had a random hookup but it didn’t make me miss you any less. It didn’t…

I’m tired of being a well behaved woman and suppressing my anger just to make other people comfortable. This will be the last thing you ever hear from me and I do not care I’m letting us go up in flames. I am angry. Angry at you. I’m angry how selfish you are. How selfish you were when we were together. You knew how…