Unsent text message to Tyler

But i know i like watching you talk about it. I know i like cuddling with you while we fall asleep to 9 hour long lore videos about it. I know i like seeing you excited about it. I know i like you. You’re like me, just a different topic, everything just feels so natural and easy with you.

Last time we were touching…

I want to love you and take care of you. I can see how cute we’d be. Us, by the balcony, you smoking despite my eye rolls, blowing smoke into my mouth. I can see it all. Me lying on your chest on a weekend listening to our favorite songs. Both of us cooking together in the kitchen and teasing each other. It’s so…

That I’m worried in the future I’m going to be sat on the sofa cuddled up with a girlfriend, watching a love film, and I’m going to be thinking of you 😔

in a deadbeat father with three children. before you run your mouth about me, think about your life first. Stay the **** away from my family.

Why even start this if this was going to be what you knew would happen. Why say everything you said to me if it’s this easy to forget it all. When we never even had a conflict. Just gone, no explanation. No closure. Nothing

Was taking advantage of the fact I cared until the point you're just another improperly reared being of misinterpreted understanding? Enjoy your human trafficked act you call life.