Unsent text message to Shane

Why even start this if this was going to be what you knew would happen. Why say everything you said to me if it’s this easy to forget it all. When we never even had a conflict. Just gone, no explanation. No closure. Nothing

Was taking advantage of the fact I cared until the point you're just another improperly reared being of misinterpreted understanding? Enjoy your human trafficked act you call life.

Girl…I see you when I don’t physically see you. Because you’re in my mind.

I failed ( 23M )

I failed to be a son my parents needed

I failed as a son on which my mother could rely on. I am a failure that robbed her of a good life

I failed as a son which couldn't make my father proud. I am a nothing but a burden to him…

I miss you, it's been weeks since I felt your touch. I want you. Just you and I relaxing, away from responsibilities and having a great time. I know you are busy, so I have to step back, and let you lead again. Please don't get upset, it's for you. I will give you space.

Boy if I could go back to when we first met. If I could sit myself down and tell me how much I need you in life. That on my worst days, you are my peace. My safe. You're what never let me down. You made me mindful. You made me passionate. You gave me reason. You also broke me because I couldn't understand and I…