Unsent text message to Avery

I got a 9 acre forest I’m gonna disappear to Friday til Sunday. Secluded just me and my tent. Run away with me? Just come catch up with me for the weekend?? Just a little private adventure just the two of us? Nobody would know and we can just go off grid and catch up with eachother. If by the end of the weekend we…

I will always be grateful that, for a little while in this enormous world, I got to know you. For good or bad, I loved you. I really did :)

..you? Either dancing with your sparkly rave babes, or trying to get with your friend's sister, or anything else involving a girl.

Our push-pull has been ******* me slowly, but recently it's been ******* me faster. I'm helping you now. The physical intimacy was always low, but I always had a kiss or 2 stored away for…

You're just so precious and perfect. I miss you every single day !

I keep thinking of you and I can’t believe you moved on like that.

I still hope for a future with you despite it. It’s late, I wonder if you ever look for me like I do you.

Only ever love.

\-M

i just miss you. i know it’s over and i accept it. but boy do i miss you though. i long for everything we had. let’s just forget this ever happened and pick up right where we left off. just come back and everything will be like it always was. luv u, mean it.