Unsent text message to Harper

I’m so ******* tired of how I’ve been treated. I would have moved the world for you. When you were hurting, I cared. When you were scared, I wanted you to feel safe. I tried to understand you, give you space, forgive, reassure, and constantly look at what I could do better. And somehow I ended up feeling like my own…

It’s been awhile since I talked to you. Yes, since I talked to you. Because you never talked to me, it was always me closing the gap.

Shoulda been a sign enough huh?

But then I get to thinking sometimes, less often now than back then. I wasn’t making this up. Whatever THIS is.. was.

So anyways I been so busy in my real…

You know this is for you. Please read this and think back to 2022:

“I wish you all the best. Sorry we didn’t make it together. I’ll always think of you.”

I hope this jogs your memory.

\- Forever yours.

I've missed you dearly, I think about you everyday. I wanted us to work as a couple.

I wanted only you forever and everyday since the day we met.

The pain i feel seems eternal… do you think of me? Do you miss my love? My birthday was yesterday, did you think of me? You were my everything for so long. It's not just you I…

I just realized it's been a month.

An entire month since we last saw each other.

I know that the connection is fading.

That connection from you that I crave more than anything…

It’s been a little over a decade since we’ve last seen each other. Since high school, but you are truly the love of my life. You were my best friend and my love. Even tho you hurt me a lot(i forgive you for everything). And i hurt you. I still find myself thinking about you and praying for you. Praying that whoever…