Unsent text message to Alexis

I know the only thing that could hurt you at this point is to treat you like you are nothing to me and you will never be anything to me ever again. You went too far this time, I'm so sick of hurting constantly from the things you say and do, disrespectful crap you say, feeling bad about myself, my body, my mind, my…

You're not communicating. I know my faults and I sincerely apologized. Do you really think it was all my fault? That you didn't have a part in destroying me? I'm heartbroken too. I trusted you and loved you with everything I had. I still love you. I wish you weren't so scared to have a conversation and tell me how you…

Remember i told you I'm from the future.? Your Wednesday is my Thursday. Your day today is my yesterday. Its hard to get your mind around bht i know you can do it. I told you that from the start. You don't have any right to hold it against me now. I already know what you will do today because it's my yesterday.

It’s four days until a month since you’ve responded back to my last message before you went ghost. I would’ve preferred to at least be blocked so I know there’s no more “us”. But my texts go through, just no response. For my own sake, I’m going to believe that your Iphone 11 finally took its last breath and you forgot…

The least you could have done is talk to me today.

My name popping up on the mutual friends phone. My beaded plant I made for them that you saw. You try to erase me. But there are signs I’m still alive.