Unsent text message to Taylor

I’m genuinely starting to question if it’s God keeping me here now…

I don’t know how else to explain the fact that after so long I still miss you so much and I still have so many feelings for you. Like what else am I supposed to do…

Why else am I still ‘feeling my feelings’…why can’t I move on from you…I don’t know what…

Good girls get blocked, ******* are the love of his life. 🎤

You left for a few days and decided we’re over, that I’ll never understand. No discussions, no try just over. But maybe that’s who you always were and all I ever had was a facade. Now where I should be look forward to a future with you all I see is a blank horizon. My memories of you sullied by skulking and…

The question is not what so I want from you.The question is what the **** do you want from me?I did nothing wrong ,just defended myself .

Hope you can get a new phone or your phone fixed here soon ❤️

I still check your Spotify all the time to see what you're listening to, sometimes we are listening to the same playlist and it just makes me yearn..

Also stop listening to your sad playlist, it makes me want to talk to you and make sure you're okay.