Unsent text message to Kaitlyn

I know i deserve better. I deserve better than someone who didn’t communicate. Than someone who decided the fate of our relationship without involving me. By checking out of the relationship two weeks before its end and distancing themselves from me while reassuring me we were fine. I know I didn’t deserve that. And…

I'm not sure how I've coped with so many days and nights of desperately wanting to reach out, just to break the suffocating silence.

You ****** up my heart, my nervous system and burned my entire life to the ground, for what?

It's been 6 months and you're still living in my head rent free. GTFO.

It terrifies me to think…

That i want to go home. But you dont believe because youre waiting for a GIRL and im a BOY

There is no "you can aways come home".

I still miss you and want you I hope i see you soon and we can spend quality time together I hope i can jump across the pond to do so shortly

Crossing the Delaware Memorial Bridge and being just 30 minutes from you. The joy and elation that I felt just to be in your arms and feeling your lips against mine. Just know that you're missed and I'm waiting for your return ❤️

why can’t I forget you…

all this time apart and my love has remained the same.