Maya
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I know i deserve better. I deserve better than someone who didn’t communicate. Than someone who decided the fate of our relationship without involving me. By checking out of the relationship two weeks before its end and distancing themselves from me while reassuring me we were fine. I know I didn’t deserve that. And people keep telling me that. But i can’t stop thinking about what could have happened if you talked to me. If you told me about your fears for once. If the you didn’t allow avoidant tendencies in you to take over. If you weren’t selfish and protecting only yourself. I wonder what kind of life we could have lived. How can I be expected to stop thinking about that just because I deserve better?
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